Monday, September 21, 2009

The Zone

Do you ever feel like everything is just going right? That is how I am feeling right now. I am so content and happy with all aspect of my life and I love when that's the way I portray my life at that moment.

The last few weeks, I feel like Dustin and I are connecting on every level. I feel like we are on the same page in life and we are working towards the same goals. I feel so in-tuned with my husband right now, and I LOVE IT!

I also feel like my family is there too. Watching Carter grow and become such a little boy, is the most exciting thing I've ever experienced. He is so fun, and so full of life, I just can't wait to see where the next little bit takes us.

My friends and I are all going on a cruise and I think we are going to have a blast. I think we have all been waiting so long, that it is going to be a week of non-stop laughing and fun.

My job, for the first time in a long time, is good. I am busy as hell, but that's not a bad thing. I enjoy my kiddoes, most the time, and am really wondering if junior high might be the right fit after all.

Now, after all this, I know it will fade and things will just go back to being life. But these are the moments in my life that keep me going when things get a little rocky. Because I know that I will get back in the zone eventually, and truly feel like I couldn't be any happier.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

THANK YOU GOD!

So, this morning was just another typical morning, for about the first 5 minutes. I had gone to the Boys II Men concert last night, and didn't get home from the fair until about 1:00 am. By the time I got home and in bed it was 1:30, so when Carter woke up this morning I didn't even hear him. Dustin got up to be with him and let me sleep.

Well, Dustin was in the kitchen and I was in my bed, sleeping. When I woke to the worst noise EVER!

Dustin and I have a wall mounted tv in our bedroom that is above our bed. It is strapped on and mounted to the wall, so we thought we were fine. WRONG!

Carter some how pulled a ten year old, 30 lb tv, off the mount that then came crashing to the ground. My first psychological 5 minutes Carter didn't make a noise, and all I could think was my baby was smushed under this huge ass television. The fear of God went through my entire body.

In reality, it was probably 1-2 seconds before he started crying. I was out of bed and grabbing him so fast. Somehow, by the Grace of God, Carter was untouched. He had the living bi-jesus scared out of him and was cryign for 10 minutes, but he was fine.

As for Dustin and me, I am pretty sure in that 5 second time frame every worst possible scenario played through our heads of what happened to our son!

Today, I did a lot of activities with Carter. And every time I stopped to think about my morning, I thank'd God that I was at breakfast with friends, shopping with the sister, at Thanksgiving Point with family, over at Nathans with friends, and not dealing with a disaster that would have destroyed Dustin and me.

So, here's a HUGE shout out to my families guardian angels for protecting Carter today, and letting him not have a single injury, when it truly, very easily, could have been deadly!